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Memories



since few days....asyik berblog jer smpi FB pon kurang dah,setiap kali bukak blog bce entry2 yg lame..mesti teringt kat sesorang yang pernah begitu rapat dgn sye suatu ketika dulu...
org2 kata


" SOmebody that give u such many things to remebered is really hard to be forget...'
 
someone yang always sye share mslh sye...
someone yg sye suke ckp dgn dy..
someone yg selalu buat lawak 
someone yg blh dikata kan my everything..


but now....
that everything remains as a life time memories..
sometime tefikir jugak kn..npe sume ni blh terjadi..
siapa yg patut disalh kn..??
saye..??
dia..??


berharap pada sesuatu yang i know that it wont happend...do i still need to wait for it..??
am i being to cruel for throwing it away from me..??
i am still being blamed for doing so..??
even we know it really hard for the things to happend...


things what i tell my heart..


" allah is the one who send him to me....if he is made for me...whatever the things happend allah will send him  back to me...if he is not been made for me then allah have the way how to take him back from me.."


as human i can only pray the best for both of us...
even u are made for me or not...
u will always be in my prayers...



this is what we call as fate..
org2 kate :

" sayang la seseorang tu mcm mne sekali pon,tapi kalau dy bukan untuk kt...1 hari nnt dy akan pergi juga "


perna x dgr ayat ni :

Time passes,
Memories fade,
Feelings change. 
People leave. 
But
 hearts never forget....


the same thing happend in my life..
even the person had left,but the memories remain in heart 



and me myself do believe that

"everything happened for a reasons..."

whenever Allah is taking away something from me..i do believe that he is having something much better for me....
never regret with the thing happened..
take it as a lesson for us face the world tomorrow..


day by days..
problem started arise one by one..
but im still smile and facing it..




and my advice to those who always try to bring me down :


"dont you ever try to cross my line without my permission..
otherwise i'll send you straight away to the hell.."